Have you ever felt sorrow?
Pain so deep you can’t move if wanted to
You called on God but stopped because you felt like he abandoned you
Was too cold to think, but too hot to die
Hell was just around the corner
Could’ve sworn you’d seen it with your own eyes
Every car that passed by seemed like a new opportunity to leave
Every moment moving fast wait...FREEZE
Your toes were down but your spirit was afloat
Never paying attention never present enough to get the joke
Bathtubs become tissue boxes
Cleansing water mixed with cleansing water
You never knew there were so many ways to drown
Facial expressions become the new makeup
And you remember that great actresses never show their face
Disappointment seemed to be hunting you
For once the silence was tempting
And the ancestors began to sing
You start to wonder what that other world would bring
Have you ever weeped?
It’s like you're being possessed
Your body can’t control it
You're overwhelmed and feeling like you've lost your sanity
You begin to rethink everything you ever thought about humanity
How could this happen?
The gods must be crazy
Making this call like it was a movie scene
But the scene cut a little bit too early
The white credits pierced the remaining blackness
Maybe you wanted to end with the movie...
Memories are like movies
They come to an end and leave a what if
I am sorry.